Kelly Clarkson Recalls Feeling Pressured to Be Sexual in Early 2000s: 'I Had to Fight Like Hell'

Mar. 15, 2025

Kelly Clarkson.Photo: Brian Bowen Smith for VarietyTwo decades after winningAmerican Idol,Kelly Clarksonis reflecting on what it was like to be an artist in the early 2000s.In a new cover story interview withVarietypublished Wednesday, Clarkson opened up about facing pressure during her early days in the music industry to present herself as a sexual pop star and how she worked to combat it.“It was not great,” said the 40-year-old singer-songwriter of her first memories of post-American Idolfame. “It was just really hard for me to navigate the industry.“She then recalled a conversation she once had with a colleague. “I remember this one tool I worked with — this dude came over my house and put down some magazines and was like, ‘So this is what you’re competing with,'” Clarkson told the outlet. “There were naked people on the cover!“Kelly Clarkson.Brian Bowen Smith for Variety"I have no problem with nudity. I’m, like, a total nudist,” theKelly ClarksonShowhost explained. “But that’s just not my vibe, artistry-wise. A little mystery goes a long way for me. But I literally looked at this older white man and was like, ‘Uh, no. That’s not what I’m competing with. It might be what you feel like I am competing with, but that’s not me.'“When Clarkson hit the music scene with early hits like “A Moment Like This” and “Miss Independent,” her peers were midriff-bearing pop stars likeBritney Spears,Christina AguileraandJessica Simpson, for whom sexy music videos and photoshoots were a frequent occurrence.Clarkson had no interest in following suit, however, she toldVarietyshe was “one hundred percent” pushed in that direction. “At the end of the day, a lot of people look at you as a product, because they’re in a business — they’ll get fired if they don’t make money. So I don’t blame them,” noted the musician.Never miss a story — sign up forPEOPLE’s free daily newsletterto stay up-to-date on the best of what PEOPLE has to offer, from juicy celebrity news to compelling human interest stories.Kelly Clarkson.Brian Bowen Smith for Variety"Women love to be sexual. Everybody likes to be flirty. Everybody likes to be sensual,” Clarkson continued. “But every woman is not just that one thing; we are multifaceted. And they try to take that one thing and blow it up.“TheAmerican Song Contesthost added, “I had to fight like hell to make sure that it didn’t push the envelope for me. I think it’s hard if you’re a young girl, a teenager. You’re still growing up.“As for how she was able to avoid the pressure, Clarkson said, “The biggest thing for me is I never thought I’d be fighting so hard to just be myself.““People don’t think what you are is going to sell is going to make them money,” she explained. “And I was like, ‘Well, I am just going to be me. If that happens for you, that’s great. If it doesn’t, sorry.’ It’s worked out, the hard work. But it was very hard.“Kelly Clarkson.Brian Bowen Smith for VarietyShe then told a story about clashing with another creative individual over her image during a photoshoot at the time. “I had this one photographer overseas who was like, ‘I just want you to hold this cigarette and act rock ‘n’ roll,’ and I started laughing because I thought she was joking.“Clarkson continued, “She got so mad at me. Apparently, she was like this big photographer. She was like, ‘I want you to crash this beer bottle and hold it up.’ I was like, ‘What? What type of frat party are we at?’ She was so angry.“In concluding the topic, Clarkson looked back on the difficulty she faced early in her career before using a cheeky self-reference to illustrate her current mindset.“I had so many of those instances that are just uncomfortable. It just bummed me out,” she said. “But you know what? It’s all right. Because what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger.”

Kelly Clarkson.Photo: Brian Bowen Smith for Variety

Two decades after winningAmerican Idol,Kelly Clarksonis reflecting on what it was like to be an artist in the early 2000s.In a new cover story interview withVarietypublished Wednesday, Clarkson opened up about facing pressure during her early days in the music industry to present herself as a sexual pop star and how she worked to combat it.“It was not great,” said the 40-year-old singer-songwriter of her first memories of post-American Idolfame. “It was just really hard for me to navigate the industry.“She then recalled a conversation she once had with a colleague. “I remember this one tool I worked with — this dude came over my house and put down some magazines and was like, ‘So this is what you’re competing with,'” Clarkson told the outlet. “There were naked people on the cover!“Kelly Clarkson.Brian Bowen Smith for Variety"I have no problem with nudity. I’m, like, a total nudist,” theKelly ClarksonShowhost explained. “But that’s just not my vibe, artistry-wise. A little mystery goes a long way for me. But I literally looked at this older white man and was like, ‘Uh, no. That’s not what I’m competing with. It might be what you feel like I am competing with, but that’s not me.'“When Clarkson hit the music scene with early hits like “A Moment Like This” and “Miss Independent,” her peers were midriff-bearing pop stars likeBritney Spears,Christina AguileraandJessica Simpson, for whom sexy music videos and photoshoots were a frequent occurrence.Clarkson had no interest in following suit, however, she toldVarietyshe was “one hundred percent” pushed in that direction. “At the end of the day, a lot of people look at you as a product, because they’re in a business — they’ll get fired if they don’t make money. So I don’t blame them,” noted the musician.Never miss a story — sign up forPEOPLE’s free daily newsletterto stay up-to-date on the best of what PEOPLE has to offer, from juicy celebrity news to compelling human interest stories.Kelly Clarkson.Brian Bowen Smith for Variety"Women love to be sexual. Everybody likes to be flirty. Everybody likes to be sensual,” Clarkson continued. “But every woman is not just that one thing; we are multifaceted. And they try to take that one thing and blow it up.“TheAmerican Song Contesthost added, “I had to fight like hell to make sure that it didn’t push the envelope for me. I think it’s hard if you’re a young girl, a teenager. You’re still growing up.“As for how she was able to avoid the pressure, Clarkson said, “The biggest thing for me is I never thought I’d be fighting so hard to just be myself.““People don’t think what you are is going to sell is going to make them money,” she explained. “And I was like, ‘Well, I am just going to be me. If that happens for you, that’s great. If it doesn’t, sorry.’ It’s worked out, the hard work. But it was very hard.“Kelly Clarkson.Brian Bowen Smith for VarietyShe then told a story about clashing with another creative individual over her image during a photoshoot at the time. “I had this one photographer overseas who was like, ‘I just want you to hold this cigarette and act rock ‘n’ roll,’ and I started laughing because I thought she was joking.“Clarkson continued, “She got so mad at me. Apparently, she was like this big photographer. She was like, ‘I want you to crash this beer bottle and hold it up.’ I was like, ‘What? What type of frat party are we at?’ She was so angry.“In concluding the topic, Clarkson looked back on the difficulty she faced early in her career before using a cheeky self-reference to illustrate her current mindset.“I had so many of those instances that are just uncomfortable. It just bummed me out,” she said. “But you know what? It’s all right. Because what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger.”

Two decades after winningAmerican Idol,Kelly Clarksonis reflecting on what it was like to be an artist in the early 2000s.

In a new cover story interview withVarietypublished Wednesday, Clarkson opened up about facing pressure during her early days in the music industry to present herself as a sexual pop star and how she worked to combat it.

“It was not great,” said the 40-year-old singer-songwriter of her first memories of post-American Idolfame. “It was just really hard for me to navigate the industry.”

She then recalled a conversation she once had with a colleague. “I remember this one tool I worked with — this dude came over my house and put down some magazines and was like, ‘So this is what you’re competing with,'” Clarkson told the outlet. “There were naked people on the cover!”

Kelly Clarkson.Brian Bowen Smith for Variety

“I have no problem with nudity. I’m, like, a total nudist,” theKelly ClarksonShowhost explained. “But that’s just not my vibe, artistry-wise. A little mystery goes a long way for me. But I literally looked at this older white man and was like, ‘Uh, no. That’s not what I’m competing with. It might be what you feel like I am competing with, but that’s not me.'”

When Clarkson hit the music scene with early hits like “A Moment Like This” and “Miss Independent,” her peers were midriff-bearing pop stars likeBritney Spears,Christina AguileraandJessica Simpson, for whom sexy music videos and photoshoots were a frequent occurrence.

Clarkson had no interest in following suit, however, she toldVarietyshe was “one hundred percent” pushed in that direction. “At the end of the day, a lot of people look at you as a product, because they’re in a business — they’ll get fired if they don’t make money. So I don’t blame them,” noted the musician.

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“Women love to be sexual. Everybody likes to be flirty. Everybody likes to be sensual,” Clarkson continued. “But every woman is not just that one thing; we are multifaceted. And they try to take that one thing and blow it up.”

TheAmerican Song Contesthost added, “I had to fight like hell to make sure that it didn’t push the envelope for me. I think it’s hard if you’re a young girl, a teenager. You’re still growing up.”

As for how she was able to avoid the pressure, Clarkson said, “The biggest thing for me is I never thought I’d be fighting so hard to just be myself.”

“People don’t think what you are is going to sell is going to make them money,” she explained. “And I was like, ‘Well, I am just going to be me. If that happens for you, that’s great. If it doesn’t, sorry.’ It’s worked out, the hard work. But it was very hard.”

She then told a story about clashing with another creative individual over her image during a photoshoot at the time. “I had this one photographer overseas who was like, ‘I just want you to hold this cigarette and act rock ‘n’ roll,’ and I started laughing because I thought she was joking.”

Clarkson continued, “She got so mad at me. Apparently, she was like this big photographer. She was like, ‘I want you to crash this beer bottle and hold it up.’ I was like, ‘What? What type of frat party are we at?’ She was so angry.”

In concluding the topic, Clarkson looked back on the difficulty she faced early in her career before using a cheeky self-reference to illustrate her current mindset.

“I had so many of those instances that are just uncomfortable. It just bummed me out,” she said. “But you know what? It’s all right. Because what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger.”

source: people.com